*The Lump 2010-2011
The Lump 2010-2011 ****************** From my journal entries : December 30, 2010 Because of one lump- it seems as though my whole life will change. I was having pain in my left booby ( yes I call it a booby. Because I like calling it that. ) Anyway, I felt around, and yep, there was a huge lump. I went straight to my OB/GYN who said you need to go see the surgeon. I have an appointment soon. I woke up this morning with an urge to leave a legacy for my children. What is a legacy though ? 50 million in a bank account ? Memories ? A recipe book with my famous meatloaf recipe ? Maybe a bunch of little “chatchkas” . I need to think on this. I suddenly feel as though I need to write on the back of every photo, record my voice, start wearing perfume, make a quilt for my kids, write a book maybe ? Will they remember me as I am now ? Or will they only remember mommy being sick. Or will they remember me at all ? What about my husb...